And you allow yourself more sexual freedom than her? *grows silent, shakes his head* I'm sorry, it's truly none of my business, and if you've agreed on things...
Do you know what Aislinn and I - the future Doctor have agreed on? Did you think to ask?
*sighs* I would allow it, if she wished it. But I claim the right to jealousy. She says she doesn't mind what I do so long as I come home to her. And I do.
No? She's...whatever they have agreed upon, I do not know. Just that after 200 years, she's told me "no" for the first time and I don't like it.
You've known her for what? A few weeks? Two hundred years. I know what she is and that she is more than my muse. But if you ask her what her defining role in life is, that is what she would tell you. I keep her alive.
She deserves far more than to simply be kept alive, Byron. She deserves happiness, and respect, and as much stability as she can have. Can you honestly say you've always given her that?
I respect her. I have always respected her. She is leanan sidhe, Doctor. Do you understand what that means? I don't think the other you fully grasps it, some days. No one can give her that stability, not even you.
That's all the more reason to try! She needs someone to be there for her, no matter the circumstances. Someone she doesn't feel responsible for.
*sharply* Someone who won't go behind her back and... That is, I doubt I asked for her permission for getting drunk and snogging you. *might be rather more angry at himself than he is at Byron*
I have and I will! I'm asking .. you-you that! This you. Here. Now. He's not known her a year even, so, what's the difference in the grand scheme of things?
*scowls* I believe Aislinn is capable of deciding for herself what she needs. If I feel I'm making things worse for her I am quite capable of removing myself from the picture entirely.
I suppose you'll tell her all about it at the very next opportunity, then.
I hope it's different. I want it to be different. I'd really rather not have to pull her through another suicidal depression, thank you very much. I am not very good at that sort of thing.
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Date: 2007-03-18 03:24 am (UTC)Do you know what Aislinn and I - the future Doctor have agreed on? Did you think to ask?
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Date: 2007-03-18 03:27 am (UTC)No? She's...whatever they have agreed upon, I do not know. Just that after 200 years, she's told me "no" for the first time and I don't like it.
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Date: 2007-03-18 03:31 am (UTC)You do realise that you sound like a petulant child?
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Date: 2007-03-18 03:38 am (UTC)So? You stole my muse!
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Date: 2007-03-18 03:57 am (UTC)You've known her for what? A few weeks? Two hundred years. I know what she is and that she is more than my muse. But if you ask her what her defining role in life is, that is what she would tell you. I keep her alive.
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Date: 2007-03-18 04:10 am (UTC)*forces his voice to be softer, more even*
She deserves far more than to simply be kept alive, Byron. She deserves happiness, and respect, and as much stability as she can have. Can you honestly say you've always given her that?
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Date: 2007-03-18 04:20 am (UTC)I respect her. I have always respected her. She is leanan sidhe, Doctor. Do you understand what that means? I don't think the other you fully grasps it, some days. No one can give her that stability, not even you.
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Date: 2007-03-18 04:27 am (UTC)*sharply* Someone who won't go behind her back and... That is, I doubt I asked for her permission for getting drunk and snogging you. *might be rather more angry at himself than he is at Byron*
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Date: 2007-03-18 04:31 am (UTC)*snaps* And take that up with yourself, then, because I'm fairly certain you didn't ask her before snogging me, either.
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Date: 2007-03-18 04:59 am (UTC)*glares* Well, you hardly discouraged me, did you?!
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:01 am (UTC)I never discourage anyone. She knows that.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:05 am (UTC)*wryly* Yes, that's a perfectly wonderful explanation, I'm sure she'll be absolutely delighted to here it.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:15 am (UTC)*wave of his hand* She'll be fine about that. That was just....she'll be fine.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:20 am (UTC)Absolutely certain of that, are you?
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:26 am (UTC)*sighs* Yes.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:37 am (UTC)I suppose you'll tell her all about it at the very next opportunity, then.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:39 am (UTC)What makes you think I haven't already?
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:42 am (UTC)You used the future tense.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:45 am (UTC)Fine. I haven't. But she would understand.
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Date: 2007-03-18 05:56 am (UTC)...I simply don't think you should just assume that.
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Date: 2007-03-18 06:01 am (UTC)After 200 years it's not an assumption!
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Date: 2007-03-18 06:08 am (UTC)You yourself said that she's acting differently! Who's to say that her feelings on the matter might not have changed?
Who's to say it might not be different this time regardless?
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Date: 2007-03-18 02:47 pm (UTC)You won't. I wouldn't allow that to happen.
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